Our parents are still deciding on the date of our real marriage. But it’s just a formality. We are already seen as a couple and today I was invited to his home. I remembered the last times I went there, specially the first one, it was, indeed, very special. And today was even more so. I started this morning by looking as fresh as dew, and getting my perfect subtle makeover for the day. My mom draped me in saree, gifted by him. I had just done watching myself in the mirror for the last time, when he appeared at the doorstep. Yes, I wasn’t going alone this time. After all, as we always said, we are one. When he saw me, he was spellbound for a while. Just stood there, dumb, then I snapped. And he put that grin on his face. He looked like he had just seen the most precious diamond in front of his eyes. Oh well, he was looking nice too. But I was too busy noticing his reaction after seeing me. Actually, then I noticed him, and he looked like my greek God as well. He greeted my parents while he couldn’t keep his eyes off me. It seemed like he had lost words to speak. He was hurrying as if he’d get harry potter’s broom and fly me off with him. And so did he, he took me off to his home in no time. We reached there, I greeted his, umm.. our family. They looked so happy to have me back with them. I stayed with them for a while, noticing the happiness, as well as desperation in my hubby’s face. They left us to “talk” and said they’d call us back for lunch. Well, we did talk. But before that he just wrapped me in his arms and said “thank you”. Then he said he’s eager to hold me so tight all day long, but is only afraid of ruining my ensemble. Well, he was right. We stayed close to each other and talked about a lot of things. The smile was never fading away from our faces. It turns out they wanted to invite at least one more person from my family, but it was his idea to call only me. We talked about our school days, we talked about my first visit to his home, we talked about us and how much it took to take us here. Then we said nothing. Our eyelaces hugged each other’s, our faces chose to stay so nearby, like we were melting into each other. We kissed, just like the way he had kissed me when I’d come here for the first time. Just like I had ever received a kiss from anyone for the first time, and that was of course, him. My only love. The only person in my life, ever. And I’m so glad I have him in my life now, as my own, as a part of me. Much later, we were called upstairs. I talked and laughed with everyone during meal. They all said how happy they were to see us together, and thanked me for being with their son through his good times and bad, through his and mine ups and downs. Everyone seemed happy, of course they were. The day seemed short. We got a time of our own after sometime. I checked his room, his cupboard, his drawers. I was everywhere. He had still decorated them with my old gifts, even ribbons and wrappings of my gifts. I had noticed them all when I’d come here last time. He still hadn’t removed any of those. I was in his life all the time, I am, and I will be with him, forever. When he dropped me back home, he said the same. That he was, he is, and he will be, with me forever, and for always.
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My saturday night with my soul mate
I had the most beautiful date last night, it was just so excellent. A wonderful night to remember. We met in Charing Cross as we’d planned to do. He was there first. I met him outside the tie rack shop, he was looking out for me when I got off the train. He looked so lovely, so attractive and so inviting. I look forward to seeing him so much and when I’m with him I just feel so comfortable and right with him. We went straight to have a drink in a hotel bar.It was quite early and so there weren’t many people around but we had a comfy sofa and my boy had his arms around me again. I just love it when he does that, he’s so affectionate and it’s brilliant and occasionally he was kissing me on the lips. The restaurant he’d booked was for 7 so we walked over, it was just a 5 minute walk from where we were and he’d booked a Thai as he knows it’s my favourite and he’s pretty keen on it too. So we sat down oppostie eachother and I just thought to myself about how gorgeous he is and how lucky I am to be the girl with him. We talked and talked, the more we talk the more we realise how much in common we have. It’s amazing, he’s just like a male version of me, he’s into all the same things, he wants to plan his future in the same way that I do, it’s just so much fate, it’s like everything is falling right into place. It’s amazing how the Universe can bring two people together who are just so matched and so meant to be together. We find the same things funny too and we have the same sence of humour, he makes me laugh so much, sometimes i just can’t stop myself. The meal was lovely, although I ate quite slowly as I was just so grateful to be with him and wanted to make the most of every moment. It was just such a delight to be with him and see his smiling face looking at me. We spoked about what we both want in a relationship, we both spoke about the fact that we’d love to be married and settled down with children too. He’s just so perfect, we’re such on the same wave length about absolutely everything so far, and the more we talk the more we realise our interests are just the same, oh except I can’t fix cars and I don’t care much for football !… we have some male and female differences ! So after the meal we went to a bar and had a few cocktails, this time we didn’t have to be careful as neither of us were driving !! so we could have exactly what we wanted. He didn’t let me pay for a thing either, he just treats me like I’m so special, like I deserve treats, it’s by far the best way I’ve ever been treated by any guy ! We then went to a bar which was a late bar, quite posh but a dancey place and I love dancing, he was a little shy about it at first but once he’d had a few drinks he was so up for dancing and we had so much fun and such a great time, he was kissing me loads and the place was quite dark so it was nice to have some privacy. I love every minute of it. We left at closing time and we were so hungry we went straight to find some chips !! and then went to a cab office. It’s half an hour to mine and he insisted on staying in the taxi with me and dropping me off first. I really really wanted him to stay the night, we had both had a few drinks and we both spoke about it but we agreed to leave it a bit longer and then maybe next time we have a weekend night out then we’ll spend the night together.
How perfect, this is just so great. When the taxi dropped me off he sent me a text straight away saying ‘i’ve just had the best night of my life, sleep well my gorgeous xxxx’ It just gets better and better. I replied back to him ‘Thank-you so much for a wonderful night, speak tomorrow. xxxx’
And that was it, I went to bed and didn’t get to sleep for about half an hour because I was going through all the night’s events in my head and my heart was beating and I couldn’t really believe how good things have got. I am so so happy, i’m the happiest I could ever imagine being and I’m so so grateful for things getting so fantastic.
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My first date with my soul mate
We went out last night and I had the best time of my life. It was a perfect date other than the fact that it seemed to go so fast, I held every minute and wanted it to last for ever. He came to mine, dead on 7.30pm, which is when he said he’d come to pick me up. When I opened the door to him, wow.. he looked amazing, so gorgeous, I am so attracted to him it’s crazy. He had a navy shirt on with some buttons undone at the top, it really showed off his toned chest and arms- I’m surprised I could speak, I just wanted to melt. He kissed me on the cheek and said I looked great and I must admit his eyes did light up so I did something right ! Then we got in his car and it’s a really nice car ! The drive was for about half an hour and in that time we talked, just normal chit chat but I was still savouring every moment, I glanced round at him a lot but tried not to make it look too obvious ! When we got to the bar, there was a car park there, he took my hand and led the way, that was really really cute. I love feeling like I’m being looked after and he did exactly that. We went in and he had already reserved a small booth for us. It was a large leather sofa and slightly tucked away in a romantic corner, so that we could cuddle up and be romantic and it was every bit of that and more. He had his arm round me all night, he was holding my hand every now and then while we spoke, I loved every minute of it. So we spent the night getting to know eachother and laughing and flirting. I only had a few drinks as he was driving so he just had a couple, which was great, my nerves went pretty quick and I felt pretty relaxed. I didn’t see anyone I knew, although I was kind of hoping to just because I wanted someone to see how hot my man is ! Still, it’s better just to spend time on our own for now and I enjoy his company sooooo much. We have tonnes in common, we agree on everything, we want the same things, it’s just unbelievable brilliant. I feel like I’m floating on a cloud and my head is just slightly dizzy with love. I can’t believe my luck.. this is everything and more that I have been dreaming of. I can’t thank the Universe enough, all this time I had doubts and I wasn’t sure of my soul mate ever finding me, now I have it and now I have total faith that it will move forward and just get better and better and better.
The best and sad bit came last.. the bit I was dreading, the end of the night when I had to part from him. He drove me home and walked me to my door and just came inside slightly so he didn’t get cold. It was midnight and we both had work the next day so we knew we had to say good – bye. So we both said we’d had a lovely time and he actually said he didn’t want to leave me – ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh how sweet is that ?? i had a tear in my eye.. silly me ! that gave it away .. so he held my face and kissed me, like properly for the first time, I can’t describe it but it was so soft and gentle but passionate too, he blows me away in every way, I just love love love this guy… even after one date, I feel so comfortable with him and so right.
Before he left he said ‘when can I see you again?’.. so we arranged to do something on the following saturday. That way there is no work the next day and we can both be more relaxed. I can’t wait but I want to be with him now !!
Thank you God, thank you so much for this, I never imagined that my life would get so good, it’s the best !!!
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MY dairy from day i started flirting with girls on facebook.
DAY1.i was approched by a girl who wished to talk to me.we chatted for atleast 1 hour and i was feeling very good,happy and changed in me.she was really interested in me.i wanted to talks to me more but had no time so i told her that we will talk again tomorrow.that evening i was again approched by a girl who was my classmate ad even she was enjoying talking to me.she is very good looking and charming.i have started begin to feel that even i am very attractive and people especially girls love to talk to me.
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