So… It’s been only a few days since the BIG shock. My ex had told me he had feelings for someone else. I couldn’t believe, because even though we broke up 3 months ago, we still treated each other as if there were lots of feelings between us.

Well and there STILL are

Recently, we had fought, I deleted him from everything in my life because I couldn’t believe nor accept that, NOT from someone whom I loved so much and wasn’t over with… I know, I was selfish. But when I came to my senses, I wrote him again, gladly we could work the troubles out and forgave each other.

Still, in the back of my mind, that was bothering me. That he could have feelings for another one so soon after us being together for 3 years. After us having planned a future together.

Well… a few days passed and we talked again. I don’t know how, but the subject came up. We were meant to talk about it that day, I guess.

Now I feel so relieved for what he told me. He was just confused, and he can’t still get over me because the feelings are too deep. He can’t really look at anyone else the way he looks at me. That’s why he hasn’t been able to see me all this time. He wants to avoid it but he can’t.

Maybe it’s because he got jealous after I told him I had gone out with a friend? who knows, maybe that shook him to his senses.

He didn’t tell me he wants to go back, NOT YET, but that’s something!!!

I DID manifest this… god I still can’t believe it. Now I feel so much more confident than before, we were meant to be together and we will be able to resolve things! From the bottom of my heart, I just know it