Our parents are still deciding on the date of our real marriage. But it’s just a formality. We are already seen as a couple and today I was invited to his home. I remembered the last times I went there, specially the first one, it was, indeed, very special. And today was even more so. I started this morning by looking as fresh as dew, and getting my perfect subtle makeover for the day. My mom draped me in saree, gifted by him. I had just done watching myself in the mirror for the last time, when he appeared at the doorstep. Yes, I wasn’t going alone this time. After all, as we always said, we are one. When he saw me, he was spellbound for a while. Just stood there, dumb, then I snapped. And he put that grin on his face. He looked like he had just seen the most precious diamond in front of his eyes. Oh well, he was looking nice too. But I was too busy noticing his reaction after seeing me. Actually, then I noticed him, and he looked like my greek God as well. He greeted my parents while he couldn’t keep his eyes off me. It seemed like he had lost words to speak. He was hurrying as if he’d get harry potter’s broom and fly me off with him. And so did he, he took me off to his home in no time. We reached there, I greeted his, umm.. our family. They looked so happy to have me back with them. I stayed with them for a while, noticing the happiness, as well as desperation in my hubby’s face. They left us to “talk” and said they’d call us back for lunch. Well, we did talk. But before that he just wrapped me in his arms and said “thank you”. Then he said he’s eager to hold me so tight all day long, but is only afraid of ruining my ensemble. Well, he was right. We stayed close to each other and talked about a lot of things. The smile was never fading away from our faces. It turns out they wanted to invite at least one more person from my family, but it was his idea to call only me. We talked about our school days, we talked about my first visit to his home, we talked about us and how much it took to take us here. Then we said nothing. Our eyelaces hugged each other’s, our faces chose to stay so nearby, like we were melting into each other. We kissed, just like the way he had kissed me when I’d come here for the first time. Just like I had ever received a kiss from anyone for the first time, and that was of course, him. My only love. The only person in my life, ever. And I’m so glad I have him in my life now, as my own, as a part of me. Much later, we were called upstairs. I talked and laughed with everyone during meal. They all said how happy they were to see us together, and thanked me for being with their son through his good times and bad, through his and mine ups and downs. Everyone seemed happy, of course they were. The day seemed short. We got a time of our own after sometime. I checked his room, his cupboard, his drawers. I was everywhere. He had still decorated them with my old gifts, even ribbons and wrappings of my gifts. I had noticed them all when I’d come here last time. He still hadn’t removed any of those. I was in his life all the time, I am, and I will be with him, forever. When he dropped me back home, he said the same. That he was, he is, and he will be, with me forever, and for always.
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Relationships
It’s loud and clear… and accepted!
Okay, so I woke up in the morning. And I dialled my sweet husband to wish him good morning. His same old dear sleepy lazy voice wished me a good morning back. I pretended as if I was making a cup of coffee for him, and he’ll have to get up for that. Well, it was a huge day, we were going to disclose it to our parents. I had very little work to do, though. I just had to cross my fingers and wait for him. I prayed and prayed to my dear God. By the lunch time, I got his call… He, the same old prankster I always knew, almost scared me. He just spoke two words and went silent. Then on phone I heard a lady’s voice “dear, when are you coming home?”. His mom! Wow, I was the happiest person in this world. In fact, I am. I went speechless, just “er….umm….soon..” could come out of my mouth. Then he took the phone and went nonstop about how everything went. He just sat in front of everyone and disclosed it in one sentence. And everyone said “it’s great, that’s all we ever wanted – your happiness.” Then some laughter moments, and many happy moments. Then he came upstairs in a minute to dial me. Now everyone was about to have their meal, and he didn’t know what was coming….. he had to deal all the jokes on his own. But ah, I missed the moment, wish I were there. I had my meal too, not speaking a word. Then about an hour or so, he showed up at my doorstep. He was not alone. He had brought his mom with him! That was a surprise! Maybe he paid back my act of showing up at his house with my aunt. I greeted them and stayed silent. They and my parents started talking. And it was already obvious, so in a short while, he told my mom and dad that he wants to share his life with me. And in fact, most of the people who know us have already accepted the two of us as one. What could my parents say? They just said good things. I even complimented him in my heart for bringing mom along, so that only positive could be heard, yeah! His mom said some really good things about me, like she always does. My mom had tears in her eyes. Everything went fine. We all talked for a while. And I invited them both to my room and talked for a while. When they were about to leave, he sent his mom to have a word with my family. And he secretly stole a kiss from me. When they left, I was scared and blushing all over. No one bothered me, though. Just everyone said I made it easier for them! haha….. I couldn’t have stayed home after that. I called my best friend and went to meet her. I spoke out each word to her, and I was so, so happy. Then guess what, my love called me again, asked me how it went, and came over to meet me again. We three spent the day together, like our good old fun days. Then my best friend left, and we had an hour to spend with each other. Oh, seems like the only thing I want to do is spend each moment with him, and the only thing he wants is be near me, look at me, talk to me, all the time, every day, every second of the day.
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I have to say, its come together so nicely..
I see Him all the time, but just enough. Seems he likes me more and more everyday! I can tell from his body language, he is happy to see me. Although at school he is pretty conservative about how he feels about me, when we hang out he is more into it. We kiss, we kiss til my mouth is sore. I can’t tell if he wants to move on from that stage or if he’s just happy..This is sexy enough for him.
Me: So, I guess you think I’m pretty, huh?
Him: Yes, very pretty.
Me: Beautiful?
Him: Yeah now stop asking.
Me: hm. Seems I have to dig for compliments from you!
Him: I like you, you are beautiful. And funny.
Me: Haha, flattered…Really, thanks. You’re wonderfullllll
Him: Aw *blushes*
He changes topics. He does get awkward sometimes. But he seems to be more confident when we start nearing each other..looking at each ours lips every now and then.. I plant one on him and there we are, making out…Oh, its amazing.
I want to feel his hardness…
Ive dreamt about this.
My friends tell me I’m lucky!
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Ever since we’ve been dating
I actually concentrate more on school now than ever. I’ve stopped burnin as much, although I do on occassion. I am happy to just be around him… Even if he is not very near or talking to me, I can feel his prescence and I am happy, because I feel safe that he likes me, and he’s into me. He wants me.
I wonder how it is possible that not that many people know we’re dating: I guess his private-ness and my absense of openness made it possible. He doesn’t go round telling people we’re dating, we hug at school, we dont spend all of our time together…
But we do spend some. more and more. He likes me more and more everyday.
Me, on FB IM: Whats up?
Him: nothing, studying for data.. dont you have a quiz tomorrow?
Me: Want to help me study? 
him: okay sure..its not that hard
Me: Okay, when do you want me to be there? like half hour
him: sure, you’ll have to leave by 7 though, i’ve got things to do
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Second day.
Still freaking excited. I have taken his advice and I am quiet about how we’re dating.. Way more quieter than I have ever been before! I do gush about him to Alosha on the phone though, and Shandy and all my other friends are very happy for me. Things seem to make me happy.
Me: [on phone with Alosha] My god, I can’t believe I’m actually with him! hahha!! I knew there was something there!
Alosha: Im so happy for you! But I don’t get why he said all that stuff when he was actually into you!
Me: I don’t know if he was actually into me back then, but I’m soo glad he gave me a chance! Oh my god I liked him for so long… I liked him for so long and he’s soooo cute Alosha!
Alosha: He’s not that cute Shveta.. Let’s stop talkin about him for a while! I am happy for you but let’s talk about something else.
Me: WE BOTH HAVE ASIAN BOYFRIENDS!!!!!!!! 
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It is the first SCHOOL day of being his girlfriend.
I was up late yesterday, so happy, that now I am late this morning. Makes me want to not go to class! I’d rather not go to first period today. But I’m definitely going to school! I’m going to dress up! I’m going to look beautiful.
I spend my time dressing up but looking casual at the same time… It’s kind of silly, I think but giggle and smile and laugh to myself. This is so happy, and I can hardly believe it.. This, I think, is to balance out any bad times I’ve had! This is happy news.
I can hardly believe he is mine, my mind STILL questions it.. But today I MUST RELEASE ALL DOUBT! And go with the damn flow!
I see him around at school. Fight the urge to fling myself at him. He smiles. I smile coyly. He gives me a hug, gingerly, when he makes sure no one is really watching. I’m fine with that. He says I smell good… He walks on to class.
I know I spend more time thinking about him than he thinks about me…. But that’s just perfect.
At lunch, he is sitting with his friends and I wonder if I’m supposed to sit with him. He smiles and waves at me, comes over and talks to me for a while, then goes back to his friends.
After school, he says he wants to hang out over the weekend. I say cool, when and where and how? And he says, we’ll figure it out… anyway, I’ve got to go…. He smiles at me in our embrace and i look down, feeling a bit strange.
Then I kiss him, and we are KISSINGGG…. just like in my dream!
We are KISSING!
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He and I are dating.
dating.
Wow. It feels completely amazing. We are now officially dating. Sure, he doesn’t want me to spread it like wildfire but we are together and he likes me… Hmm, how do I keep this to myself?! It’s hard! I don’t know if I can do it! But I keep it all bottled up and just stay happy, and only tell my friends…And if anyone asks. I will calm my pants, as he put it. He says, calm down, you don’t have to tell everyone. You can tell your friends.. We’ll tell everyone slowly. He instructs. Oh god, I’m happy he’s my boyfriend.
He’s my freaking boyfriend, its my first day of having him as my boyfriend. I feel… in a word, excellicious. LOL. He is scared of what people will think, but its okay. We’ll be fine. Maybe I won’t tell anyone. Oh god, I told my mom we were friends now, good friends, and she seemed happy for me, but a little apprehensive. And I told Lakshman and he was like, haha you liked him for so long and he teased me. Oh well.
We haven’t kissed again since that time we kissed. I want it to happen again so bad.. SO HAPPPY!
Me: Hey there.
Him: busy sorry ill ttyl
Me: um.. okay well yeah message me
Him: [after half an hour or so] hey=]
Me: How are you, boyfriend?:)
Him: lol..good, so busy, what are you doing
Me: Well, I don’t know, but it isn’t my homework thats for sure, so I guess I should get started on that. Maybe one day you can help me with data management.. god
Him: well you never asked but sure just come over like tomorrow? is tomorrow a good day?
me: Yesss tomorrow:)))) I’ll ask my mom.
Him: k well still busy ttyl <3
Me: LOL okay byeee:)<33
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He is in love with me.
I am completely, intoxicatingly happy. I feel like nothing can bring me down. The fact that what I’ve wanted for so long has actually happened in my life makes me so thrilled, I can barely speak. I know I deserve him.. I know he deserves me.
He says he loves me. He doesn’t say it all the time, but I know he does and that’s what I want to hear. He holds my hand, tries to make me happy. He makes me happy just being him. At school he is serious but he still smiles and looks so cute and happy to see me. His friends have grown to accept and like me. Everything is going great, and I believe and feel it, but it still amazes me.
We are intimate. We kiss. He is a good kisser, and you can tell he has been looking forward to the physical part of our relationship, because he has never been physical with a girl before. We kiss. We touch. We go further. We are so deliriously happy. He doesn’t know how to act; he has never, ever felt this way before.
But I have, so naturally, I take the lead. He is cool with that, as long as it isn’t so obvious.
Him: [on facebook IM] hey
Me: Hey, what’s up?
Him: come over
Me: haha..Miss me already?
Him: lol well kinda, but also i wont see you for the next week, i’ve got to study so we might as well hang out for a while
Me: Sure! You know I love to spend time with you… lol I’ll ask my mom.
Him: k
I go to my mom. I tell her I’m going to my friend’s house to study, she asks a million questions, but then lets me go. It is 6 o clock.
Me: Want to walk up halfway?
Him: sure ill walk down the road and ill see you
Me: Okayy:)) Great!!
Him: lol see ya
Me:Do I bring anything?
Him: no lol just come over
We are happy. We are comfortable. People at school have accepted us, and he doesn’t care much anymore what people are thinkin about us. It’s amazing.
I wonder sometimes how come it took so long, and why there were setbacks. Then I realize, I didn’t let things go so easily…Totally should have done that.
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my wonderful boyfriend
i can’t believe he is mine he loves me adores me and respects me he tell me he love all the time all day and i love him when i am sad he makes me happy he loves me flaws and all i could not ask for a better boyfriend or should i say soulmate cause that what he is. we went on a date and he paid for everything i did offer but he said he had it i thank god and universe for him he is want i have been waiting for, for a long time. he is wonderful i love his blue eyes and dirty blonde hair and he smells so good when he hugs me it like never ending and when he kisses me it like fireworks really lol thats how i feel i feel so amazing around him he calls me his babycakes lol its so cute i am truly in love.
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The best morning ever!
This is what they say about waking up in the arms of a loved one. It just reminds me of his message a long time back, where he’d written a little 2 liners saying he’d wake up each morning with the warmth of my lips on his lips, the touch of my fingers on his skin, my breath in his throat and the beat of my heart, beating with his….. This was how it felt. This was so real. The first words I heard in the morning was “I love you”. And the morning was like it was custom designed for our new life. The fresh air, the sun, the green environment like an angel had just left it sparkling with happiness. The birds were singing in the courtyard. Something was so different, so lively. Beautiful beyond words. We joined our friends for morning tea. No one asked us anything, just greeted the newlyweds. It was our second day at the trip. We went a sort of hiking and it was so much fun. We all walked together, made jokes together. We walked all the way upto that old palace. There we went around for sightseeing. Then we went down to the river. I got a unique piece of rock for him from the river. I always used to get a rock for him whenever I went somewhere for a visit. Then we all made our way back home. It was almost evening when we left. We decided to tell it to our parents the other day. For today, we just wanted to celebrate the joy of being a part of the one we loved, and have always been in love with. We reached school, bid goodbye to other friends. They wished us goodluck. Then we left on his bike, he was dropping me home. I hold so tight onto him. Then he stopped at a certain place that he used to. Kissed me softly, which I returned. I ran my hands softly over his face and said “thanks”. We hugged and we both entered my home. He greeted my parents, they welcomed him. He sat for a cup of tea. Then after a short talk, he left. We didn’t reveal anything today. But from the look of my face, my parents must have found out that I’m really, really happy. I winked at him at the gate, and said “goodnight”. After a while, I got his message -”goodnight, my beloved wife.” I re-winded the two days in my mind till I fell asleep.
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