I am so thankful and grateful to that today she spent the entire day with me exams are really close so we can’t really go out, but i’m really really grateful and thankful that we could still spend time together and i am so thankful and grateful for all the love that has happened between us today and i could sense that the love was really strong and resilient
she asked me on a study date earlier this morning
her (texting): Haha GOOD MOOORNINGG MY DARLINGG SWEETHEARTTT!! Hehe im feeling a little bored today so can you please accompany me todayyyy pretty please with a cherry on top? can you please study with me today? Hehe and I LOOOVEE YOUUU!!! <3
me: Heyhey GOOD MORNING SWEEETHEARTTT!!! yup of course i’d be able to i’ll meet you in school at 11? hahaha and I LOOVEE YOUU TOOO!!!! <3
her: YAYYY! THANK YOU SWEETHEARTTTT!!!! you are seriously so SWEEET!!!! can’t wait to meet you later!!! although we’re gonna meet in a few hours i’m already starting to miss you real badly D: hehe YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE!!! AND IT’S SOO HARD NOT TO LOOVEE YOUU!!!! <3 <3
me: hahaha you’re welcome, i’d do anything for you! and you are the MOOOST LOOOOVABLE AND ADORABLEEE person ever!!! haha and I LOVE YOU TOO! <3
so we met up at roughly 11am that day, and we studied together. tried to put my earphones on so that i wouldn’t have the urge to talk to her or engage in small talk, and i tried really hard to concentrate on my work. she looks so beautiful and adorable, sitting next to me concentrating so hard on math. she was soooo delighted when i gave her the pack of haribo gummi bears which i bought from the nearby supermart for her, her smile really really lights my day up and i’m so thankful and grateful for being able to make her smile! although she didn’t say it, her eyes told me that she really loved me and i am so thankful and grateful for that
roughly two hours later, we went out for lunch, leaving our bags at the benches. we couldn’t really decide where to go to eat, so i told her to make a decision and i’d follow. in the end we went to a nearby cafe for lunch. and we decided to walk there (so i could spend more time with her personally hehe) we talked about small things, i made a couple of jokes and she laughed quite heartily. you have no idea how thankful and grateful i am when i see her smile because of me it just lightens my heart and makes me smile widely too
during lunch, we sat opposite each other. we ordered the same bowl of noodles because apparently she likes it the most heartwarming thing which happened during lunch happened my mouth was a little dirtied and she took out some tissue paper, and without any warning, leaned forward to wipe my mouth gently for me. i was, of course a little taken aback by such abruptness, however i was extremely thankful and grateful for her loving gesture. she smiled at me gently after that, as i managed to whisper “thank you”.
after lunch, we went back to school to just study a little more. she got a little tired and so she took a little nap on the bench. i looked at her and saw how she slept. she just looked so innocent and lovable i started to feel extremely grateful to the universe for bringing to me such a wonderful girl. i have nothing more to ask for, she is sooo perfect that i am more than content i am absolutely thankful and grateful to the universe at the point of time as i felt immense joy and gratitude surge through my body as a smiled continuously to myself
at roughly about 5pm, we decided to call it a day and i walked her back home. the most heartmelting happened then. i was talking to her, telling her all about my life experiences and stuff. then i cracked another really random joke and she laughed. i smiled too. then there just was this silence between us for a couple of seconds, and i felt something holding on to my hand. her hand was gently gripping mine, and as a turned to my right to look at her beautiful face, she looked back lovingly into my eyes, those radiant and bg eyes telling me how much she loves me. i felt eternal bliss at that moment as a igripped her hand titghter and never felt like letting go it was the first time she has ever held my hand, and i am extrememly thankful and grateful that she held my hand time just seemed to stop. there was this immense joy surging through me we walked side by side, hand in hand, the entire way to her house. when it was time to part, she looked lovingly let a little dejectedly at me, like a little kid who is about to lose her toy. she wanted to walk me to the bus stop, but i refused.
her(holding onto my hand and pulling me): comeeee!!! lets go i walk you there! (smiling radiantly)
me(resisting): hahaha no need to walk me there! go in before i get mad okay!! (smiling though)
her(holding onto my hand): comeee be fore i get mad too okayyy (pouting childishly)
me: okay okay! you win! (smiling really widely at her and amused by the kiddy side in her)
eventually she walked me there. at the bus stop, as we were about to part, she looked at me, her eyes filled with love, she leaned forward and unexpectedly whispered into my ear “I love you!” and then shyly looked away. i told her openly, “I love you too!” as we waved and parted ways for that day.
I AM SO THANKFUL TO THE UNIVERSE AND I AM EXTREMELY GRATEFUL FOR WHAT HAS HAPPENED TODAY, THAT SHE HAD SPENT THE ENTIRE DAY WITH ME AND I WAS ABLE TO EXPERINECE THE IMMENSE LOVE SHE HAS FOR ME. I AM ETERNALLY GRATEFUL AND I AM SOOOOOOO HAPPY AND JOYFUL THAT IT HAPPENED. I AM SOOO THANKFUL! THANK YOU!!!!!!